melodies & desires

What we had was special, magical. Nobody ever truly understood that connection that we had. Or have. You say it seems so easy for me to let you go, and in theory it is. I can easily get you out of my life by blocking you and then I won't have to worry about ever having to talk to you again. But I can't. I can't let you go just yet, I can't stop reaching out for you even though I was the one letting go. I'm stuck in all the dreams that we shared, and not talking to you have only made it worse

I can't stop picturing us together. We're the cutest together. We belong together. We're meant for each other. You're actually the guy-version of me. You're everything I could ever want from another person and more. Everything about you is amazing and you're absolutely perfect. You're the greatest person I've (n)ever met.

But I can't keep living this way. So crazily obsessed and paranoid that you'll replace me and forget about me. That you'll fall in love with her. I wouldn't even blame you if you did. She has everything that I wish for. She lives in the same country as you. So close to you. She has touched more of you than I possibly ever will.With all this said I hope you know that I'll never forget about you or give up on the idea of us. What we have is special. Unique. Magical. Unreplacable. And that's why I'll always love you like I do.

You'll stay the tallest man in my eyes, babe.